Incoherent love

So it was a half day at school today which basically means I was only in school until 1:00. The whole hall watched "sound of music". Honestly I liked it. It was really nice. Julie Andrews or whatever was in it and I felt, well as my black friend says: "I felt BLESSED!"
...

Nikolai is the cutest thing ever. I got to his house before he got of The bus and me and my mom were just non-scalantly sitting there in TEH car. And he was like "...0H! It's you!!! :0"

So I was like...there from 1:45-9:18

Whoa...eight and a half hours!! :0 god what is WRONG with meh?
Focus, focus...ahem.
Anyways...
So I go inside and his house is beautiful. Small, but gorgeous. His mom was SO sweet. She brought me some sweet tea, even though I would have gladly gone and got it myself.
We went to Walmart, and I got a gigantic golden bow, along with a giant blue ball....I...I felt like getting them ^.^
He got MW3....Damn the group...Bleh
we went to the subway in the store, it was like a date. :) He bought us an icee and we shared it, talking about life and other hilarious things. That felt like an actual date. Hehehehe
OH! So we get home and he says "okay we go on walk now!" so we did. We walked around the golf course, first near the lake, then just all around. It was really nice. -swoon- We listened to our song, "smile" by uncle Kracker.

And it gets dark, we go lay by the lake, we listen to music...we babble. And he kissed me on the cheek and forehead and such. It was soooo romantic.

So we go home, eat delicious pizza fight for the remote (( Dragon Ball Z Kai vs. Bomb patrol, let you decide who wanted to watch what ))

And we talk and such, but at this point it's more like incoherent babbling.

Like literally:

Nikolai: "so yeah, symbolism..."

Blythe: "um, what?"

Nikolai: "I so AGREE WITH You!!" -random talking in German-

Blythe: 0.e

...
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So he pulls back a strand of hair, he usually does that so he can see my: "beautiful lovely face"
And this time we leaned in and kissed.
It felt like electricity ^.^

Well it's like...almost 10...night


~B.R.A

Omg

K so like I'm in subway with Nikolai. <3 he just had déjà Vu
:0
Interesting story
Anyway he got me presents
^,^ oh. Yeah. Urggh
Oh um we're in Walmart


...BAI!

~B.R.A

Urggh!

So I got a guys number today. Ironically his name is also Dustin >.<. And my First thought was: "whaaaaaat?"

But the more I think about it, the more I think:
":3"

URRRGH!

How you know if your bestie is REALLY your bestie

This is short cause it's 4 o'clock.

You know your bestie is your bestie when...

...she stays up until four in the fucking morning watching a LPS (( littlest pet shop)) soap operas.

Lub yooh Dakota!!

~B.R.A

To theFarmers market

Oh look theirs Dakotas school! Oh xD lol now she's telling me about her dream. :P now we're at the ATM, getting money.
What for? The Farmers Market! 8D oh. Wait wrong ATM. Dx
Now to the other ATM.

-looks around- where is it? Oh...here we are.
"the car is vibrating!!" Dakota says.
Wow. She ate her card! :0
XD jk jk.

I'll post something after we actually get there. Until then

~PEACE!!!~

~B.R.A.

How to explain HIM

A carmel colored cutie with freckles and a lotta attitude. Total bad boy. A gangster even. Heh, he has some bad history and a few scars, he looks good w/o his shirt off hehe. :)

Anyways, I met him through an old friend of mine two years 5 months as 6 weeks ago. He reminds me often on how long we've bee~ well. KNOWN each other.

They went out and we became friends over time. He used to sneak into our art class just to see her.
But...-sigh- her parents hated me. And they didn't really like him...she cried over his...er...*"antics" all the time.

*Antics means...xD having "play dates" with his "friends"

...xD

Anyways anyways. They broke up , and we became really good friends.

Then I hated Mikavile. I mean sheer HATRED. But it was kind of forced hatred. I don't want to get into any details over that. >.< Parents

First day of 8th grade and WHO of all people sits in front of me?

Mikavile. -.-

He walked into the room. Ours eyes locked and he walked STRAIGHT out.

We started talking after once certain incident.
It seems harmless but it was big.

I had forgot my calculator and he offered his. I...I was stunned. I had thought he hated me too.

Enter Katherine. Sassy little she-devil...from VA or PA. I ain't sure.
It was obvious she liked him, and vice versa.
So, they start going out and the whole school started giving them a hard time.

Not because Mikavile is black and she's white...that happens all the time at our school!

No, he isn't liked much because that hot-head is NOT the easiest to get along with by a LONG shot..yeah.

Fast forward to about a week ago.

Katherine told me she was gonna break up with him...and...I didn't tell Mikavile.
Because I liked him. And I was single. Still am ;D haha.
And I still do like him.

He was SO PISSED at me Not telling him, that he told Katherine that I did.

This weekend we've been talking non-stop. I've been talking to him MORE than Dakota!!! :0

What's stopping us from being together?

ffffff my parents. Classic Romeo and Juliet moment Dx. Add in racism. also add he's my friend's ex.

plus add he's a thug.

But he is very sweet. He always finds a way to make me smile and laugh. He's really cute, he looks great w/o a shirt hehe. Mikavile's Carmel. :3 growing up in a racist family is tough. Most colored guys I leave alone.
But he's different. :3
Now you must know when I lived in Charlotte I dated two black people.. It was interesting...
Truthfully I wonder what's gonna happen if we go out...but...I'm terrified that it will end badly...


Well.

Story time over

~B.R.A.

Crush

His Carmel colored hand resting gently in mine.
The way he holds me so tightly, yet tenderly.
Those deep brown eyes that melt my heart, but frightened me all that time ago.

The way he makes me smile, no matter what.
The fights we get in.
How we can make up.

How we aren't dating, but on face-book we act like it.
And the fact he knows how long we've known each other.

2 years...
4 months...
5 and a half weeks...

This is Mikavile.

<3

~B.R.A